I would first like to thank everyone for their sweet thoughts and prayers for my grandma. Since the end of last week things have not been easy and when I got a call this morning that they were rescheduling her bypass surgery, my entire family is having to continue on this emotional ride. Friday will now be the day, in the meantime she is to rest and get as strong as she can for Friday morning. I'm so ready for this week to be over.
Today's topic is things that you're most afraid of. While I am most definitely afraid of heights and snakes (UGH), there are a few others that really bother me.
Losing someone close to me. It has happened before and it will happen again, it's just the circle of life. With everything going on with my my grandma right now it really hits home. It makes me sad for my mom to go through all of this with her mom. I cannot imagine how that feels. I guess all I can do now is enjoy every moment with my family and pray.
This is just part of life.
I am really afraid of is not being able to have children. I know so many people who either have had problems with getting pregnant or cannot even have babies at all. This makes me so sad for them. I also think about how I'll be 30 next year and I'm not even married yet. It's always been in the back of my mind, but that is just another bridge I will have to cross when the time comes.
The other thing I am really afraid of is my health, I feel like I am seeing people all over the place getting diagnosed with all kinds of stuff left and right.
I think we all have a lot of things that we are afraid of, it's human nature.